things are finally falling into place.. even though I’m jobless and broke as shit I have Nick, my cats, my friends, my family and we will be moving into the nicest fucking apartment in a month and I am so stoked. I’m honestly so blessed. And the fact that people are finally seeing me for who I am is amazing because I feel like I’m fucking finally being forgiven for the piece of shit that I was in the past. I am slowly but surely becoming a better, more positive person and it feels so damn good

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? HE BETTER! :)

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? lol no

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? every second of my life

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? duh

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? idk I would hope not I mean its been almost 6 years

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? no

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? my kitty cat night tee shirt and a thong

8. How often do you listen to music? never… Jk

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? I hate both.. I wear shorts, yoga pants or panties

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? maybe!

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? anti… usually

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? yes

13. What about ‘R’? yes

14. Can you drive a stick shift? lol I like to pretend I can

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? well yeah everyone cares even if they say they don’t.

16. Are you going out of town soon? hopefully!

17. When was the last time you cried? yesterday

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? everyday

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? fuck no

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? nick and Justin <3 

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. this bitch starting invisible non existing shit with me and making a fool of herself which in turn made me pity her and I shouldn’t feel bad for someone who is clearly out to get me

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? no

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? yeah

24. What are you sitting on right now? a dick

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? nick

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? yeah

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? nick

28. Do you get a lot of colds? nope!

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Walmart

30. Does anyone hate you? I’m sure

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? in the kitchen, but they aren’t hidden because I’m an adult

32. Do you like watching scary movies? love!

33. Do you want your tongue pierced? that’s so trashy

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 9th grade.. and 8th, the first time haha oh and 7th

35. Did you have a dream last night? no

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? yesterday

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I fucking better be! lol jk that’s up to nick

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I’d hope so!

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? probably

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? yeah I guess

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? yes

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? probably

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yeah

44. What’s the best part about school? not being in school

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? -__-

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? I did, we had a notebook that we would pass in between every class haha as if much had changed in 45 minutes

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? MY LIFE

48. Were you single over the last summer? no

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? kinda

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? I do whatever I want because I’m an adult

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? no

52. Are you nice to everyone? no

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yes

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? yeah

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? no

56. Do you think you like someone? I know I love someone!

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? oh god yes

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? my answer used to be boys but as I’ve gotten older I think I would have to say girls

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? all of them

60. Do you hate anyone? nahh

61. How’s your heart? beating

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? YES

63. Have you ever cried over a guy? yeah

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? Idk if anyone is right at this very moment but you never know..

65. Are your toenails painted pink? blue

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? no

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? no what the fuck why would you love it for the person you love to cry??

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? no

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? my mom I think

70. How do you look right now? a mess

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? everyone

72. Can you commit to one person? yes

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Justin and nick

74. Have you ever felt replaced? yes

75. Did you wake up cranky? no

76. Are you a jealous person? yes

77. Are relationships ever worth it? yes

78. Anyone you’re giving up on? yes

79. Currently wanting to see anyone? no

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? sleep

81. Last person you cried in front of? nick

82. Is there someone you will never forget? yes

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? ehhh kinda

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? he’s in the other room watching tv

85. Are you over your past? mostly

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? no

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? yes

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? yeah.. but I’m not mad at him haha

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? he lives with me so yeah.. I would be pissed that he didn’t have his key though

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? no

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? hopefully

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? yeah

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? no

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? yes and good

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? yes

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? she’s hot

97. Who do you have texts from? my friends

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? no

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? yes

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? my boyfriend

101. Ever kissed under fireworks? yes

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
yes

this was dumb